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Hate, Love, Friendship; Total Confusion!
Mar. 10th, 2009 | 10:23 pm
location: faLLinG tO obLivioN...
mood: 
confused
music: Gee by Girls' Generation
This past few days, I still haven't talk to that new person I liked... I kept ignoring him 'cause I'm still confuse about my feelings towards him. *siGh* Not to mention, I'm babysitting a very special person (of his) for him. And that hurts in the heart, you know? *fRowNs* I mean, I like him and I made the biggest mistake that is falling for him, while I'm doing a very big favor for him which is taking very good care of his love.... T_T I'm stupid, aren't I?
So, yeah... And the most stupidiest thing I've done in the times that I ignored him is talking to him in an angry manner/way.... Now, he won't reply to my messages of sorry. *siGh*
Anyways, I've got news... The guy whom I was talking about in this entry is our commander next year for training. And our classmates keeps calling him "Bok" or "Yes, Sir!" because most of them watches "Tayong Dalawa" in ABS starring Kim Chu and Gerald Anderson along with Jake Cuenca... LoL~ It was actually funny...
Now, before I end this entry, I want you to read my latest poem which I have done for my classmate's journalism newspaper (final layout)...
THE END OF A DREAM
Blank as always, I thought...
Oh! But how wrong I was...
I started to float but soon found myself in a wide field of greens,
Full of different kinds of plants with flowers,
Surrounded above by the vast and ever beautiful sky.
Without noticing, I found myself lying on the grass.
The feeling of serenity engulfing my whole self...
It was so peaceful, and quiet that I almost didn't notice his presence.
We were just there... right beside each other.
No voice were heard, no words were spoken...
Not any trace of movement was to be felt...
But then, he reached out to me, only to move my head on his shoulder.
The way he caresses my forehead, lulled me to sleep...
I told myself not to close my eyes, but slowly - my eyes betrayed me.
As I fell to eternal slumber;
I heard him said, "You know-
"WAKE UP ALREADY!"
My sister had poured cold water on me,
And I woke up only to see reality infront of me...
"You're gonna be late for school, so get ready! AND FAST!", she said while closing the door.
Darn it! It was SO close!
What a bad timing - I was already dreaming of him, and my sister woke me up.
"It was already a good dream...”, I started.
"But then, it won't come true right? I'm just a geek, after all", I finished as I wore my glasses...
Sigh... I hope this won't be the end of my dream.