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              Early this morning, I woke up at exactly 5:26 only to hear that our maid was talking to my mom (overseas) on the phone. After the phone call, I knew that my mom was reminding about me having a picture of tonight's event. Tonight was the "Bequethal Ceremony"; it's just like a JS Prom but it's held in school and just takes 3-4 hours, and will start 5:00pm onwards. But this morning, we needed to go to school for a few reminders.

              Before going to school, Robyn and I had breakfast in 7 Eleven while talking about random stuff. And then while talking, I was texting Onii-chan and then I asked him what time the class starts. That's when we knew that the class starts at 8:00 and it was only 6:55. LoL~ So, we stayed for more like an hour in 7 Eleven, talking while eating. Afterwards, we went to school.

              Upon arriving, I waited for Onii-chan in the Open Laboratory to seach over some stuff in the Internet. When Onii-chan arrived, we left to go to the classroom but left again after a few minutes to go around. And then back again in the classroom. Since there was nothing much to do, Onii-chan played "Final Fantasy VI" in his gameboy and listened with me in my mp3. Around 10:00am, all the third year students were asked to go to the MPH (Multi-purpose Hall). There, we were asked to line in 20 and were led to the covered court. We were shown our respective seats and I was seated beside Elie, She and CJ. Onii-chan was seated at our back along with our classmate, Dan. Then when we were all seated, our adviser,  who is also the batch representative, gave us a few announcements about the bequethal that night and dismissed us. Upon dismissal, CJ, She and I had lunch in Mcdo, Gateway and got home separately.

              When I arrived at home, I didn't really got started to fix myself for the event. Instead, I did different sort of stuff and prepared at around 3:30. I refreshed myself up, wore my dress (a brown dress, with a brown-striped bolero) and had my hair and make-up done by our neighbhor who is a graduate in a course of cosmetics. At 4:45, I left the house using a taxi. When I arrived, I was welcomed by She and Onii-chan in the front gate. She was wearing a pink dress partnered with a pink frill cloth and Onii-chan was wearing a red polo and black pants.

              While waiting for CJ to arrive, we took a few snapshots together but then decided to head to the covered court where the Bequethal was going to be held. When we saw the tables where the food was, we kept on teasing Onii-chan since his polo was the same color as the table cloth. LoL~ It was really funny. After that, we decided to take a seat in our respective ones and tooked a look around some people. We saw Megumi across the court and told Onii-chan but he kept saying that he was busy with his PSP and fight the urge to look. How rude! Damn him!

              A few minutes later, some faculty staff member announced that all third year and fourth year students was to go to the covered court in order to start the bequethal. At 6:00pm, they started it. It was boring! Each person on the stage just kept on talking about stuff I couldn't understand. So, if you were there, you can see that almost all the third years are just texting. Elie and I was listening to anime songs while I was texting. CJ, who was beside Russ and She, were doing the same thing. Onii-chan was listening to his music in his PSP while texting, too. LoL~ It was funny looking at our batch actually. When the ceremony ended to start the eating time and socializing time; Me, Onii-chan, CJ, Russ, Zime, She, Queen, Ronna, and Dan.A., roamed around the campus to have a little pictorial. But, of course, we returned to the covered court.

              When we returned, we ate a few snacks. And then something happened (in my point of view, actually) that made me switch to emo mode. So, I left and stayed in the front gate (which was empty and there were no light open except for the cafe beside). I was supposedly to go with Onii-chan since he was told to do some rounds but because of a little incident, I decided to be alone.

"All alone with this withered tree, sharing the feeling of emptiness and lonliness with it..."

              A few minutes of being alone, Onii-chan came and sat beside me. I think he stopped himself from asking questions that I didn't want to answer. A little while later, 2 of our batchmates; Kyle and Joseph came and started to head to our school's front lawn. I walked barefooted and Kyle, Joseph and Onii-chan made a little pictorial of their own. When Kyle and Joseph left, I decided to take a seat infront of the school chapel, and Onii-chan followed. That's when he asked what was wrong with me. I lied to him saying that I just couldn't breath with my boleron on since it's a bit tight. He told me take it of for a while but of course I didn't saying that I have big shoulders. So, yeah...

 Nearing 8:15pm, Onii-chan decided to go back to the covered to check out the happenings and I was left alone. But no, actually I got back to the court, too, but I just saw something again that made me sad. And so, I left without a word to anyone, not even to my friends nor Onii-chan.