uNfuLfiLLed iLLusioNs beGiNs.. - chaNges aRe neCessaRiLy neeDed iN liFe...

Around my 5th year in elementary, I was walked down the hallways of my childhood years.
I saw you passing by a couple of times there in my life.
I didn't really know him...

But judging from your face at that time, you were a rather happy person that contained a pure heart.

I started staying in the hallways during breaktime just to take a glimpse of your face.
You always had this smile around people that makes their problems go away.
From your actions, you were like an angel sent to earth to take care of others...

When I reached high school, I got the chance to meet you in person.
You became my very bestfriend, and my soul protector.

But, I didn't expect it to be this way...
I'm so stupid... I had to fall for you, hard.

At first, I thought it was just a crush;
Yet, as days, months go by.. 
I started to realize that I was starting to fall for you.

I loved everyminute that we spent together -
the laughters, the frowns, and the guilt that we feel whenever we tease each other of things that the other doesn't want.

But now, you're nothing but just a memory fading away.

We were separated by stupid rumors and lies around us.
We were decieved by people to enter a void unknown to extraordinary men.

I was just a memory in your mind, that you wanted to erase so badly.

Now, I'm trying to reach out to you even though you won't grab my hand.
You have left me here in this endless void and found new peers.

I hope someday you'll notice:
. . . I'm still hear waiting for you to be my light in this unending darkness.