uNfuLfiLLed iLLusioNs beGiNs.. - Another day, Another story...

             This day can be considered as one of the sadess and weirdest yet happy day of my life...

             SADESS. Remember when I told you yesterday about what I did to my Oniichan? I didn't talk to him all day and everyone else were like ignoring me, too, so I was a loner for the rest of the day. I was all alone; doing my homework, seatwork, quizzes, going to different places in school alone and other more stuff. And I was like angry or "mataray" in tagalog, wherein my classmates were affected by it since I talked to them with an angry tone either when they ask something or when they did something wrong which is none of my business. *siGh* One time, Oniichan tried to talk to me since Elie told him something (which I never got to figure out). But guess what? I ignored him... Why? I was still guilty for what I did to him... the wound... and I'm get teary-eyed whenever I see the wound on his face. *sNiff* But you know what, I really wanted to talk to him at that time but half of me said otherwise.

             WEIRDEST. HAPPY. This dismissal, I got so angry at my classmates for a reason and because of it, I cleaned the whole classroom which was very, very dirty, courtesy of my classmates. After that, I looked for my Filipino teacher, Ms. V to ask her something but it everything ended into a long conversation/"kwentuhan" with matching eating of fishballs, french fries, and red tea. There was time which was really weird...

             (Tagalog Conversation)
Ms. V: Bakit nga pala di mo kasama si Kuya mo kanina?
ME: Eh, kasi may nangyari po eh.
Ms. V: Alam mo, ang bait niya. Buti naging kaibigan mo siya...
ME: Oo, nga po eh..
Ms. V: Bat di ka nga pala nag-CAT?
ME: Wala po akong time eh.
Ms. V: Sayang! Mas okay sana kung kasama mo si Kuya mo. Tsaka okay ka sana maging officer. Si Kuya mo ang commandante tapos ikaw ang second-in-command.
ME: Eh, walang time po kasi eh. Gusto ko rin po sanang maging CAT officer.
  * A few minutes later...
Ms. V: Pero alam mo, di ako magtataka kung maging kayo sa huli. Gawin mo kong ninang ah..
ME: Hala! Wala namang ganyanan, miss...
Ms. V: Ah basta.. Gawin mo kong ninang...

0_0 My Gosh! I was really shock! And even until I got home, I still couldn't absorb what Ms. V told me... Until now, I still couldn't believe that of all teachers, it was Ms. V who said it... OF ALL TEACHERS who are close to me... *siGh* Has the world really gone mad?!