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yOu aNd I...
Jul. 3rd, 2009 | 06:02 pm
location: deptHs oF juDgeMent...
mood: broken
music: mOon aNd suNrise - bOa
This past few days... I remember being happy and yet now, while typing this entry, I'm completely empty.
Maybe because I haven't been at your side, just like before.
I'm a nobody that everyone needs to use, and ignore whenever they like it.
You knew that...
But now, you're doing it to me like everyone else.
You were my friend, and my knight in school uniform.
You were like a part of me which I have lost that I'm trying to seek...trying to get back...
. . . . . . But what am I to you?
Maybe, you just pitied me; for I was always alone in that dark corner where I really belong.
But I have left that place, and it's already gone.
I can't go back and I'll have to stay in this cruel world, without a light to guide me beyond the roads.
You were my light, my very source of happiness everyday.
But now, you're forever gone.
You even never mind to look back.
Yet, I hope that maybe somewhere in your heart, you'll remember me and you'll find the will to look back to where I am right now.
And maybe, you'll come back to be my friend again...
I'm still hoping and keeping that thought even though I know you'll never be here anymore.
You were my light, my very source of happiness everyday.
Not only that...
You were the notebook of freedom that contains all my meories....
You were the pen that wrote down all of it...
You were the checklist of hardwork that aligned all my thoughts...
You were the clothing of security that kept me warm...
You were the endless ground in where my tears fell on....
. . . . . . You were and still my first love and probably, my last.
And your ignorance will be the death of me...