uNfuLfiLLed iLLusioNs beGiNs.. - January 18th, 2009

             Hey, people! Sorry for not updating that much... I was just so busy about our exams 2 weeks ago and so I studied so hard... LoL~

Also, these past few weeks, I've been thinking about my personality.

            For almost 7 years, I have been an anime fan. But, things are slowly changing. I don't know why and I don't know how... I don't watch that much anime anymore, I don't draw anime anymore, I don't read anime on fanfiction dot net anymore nor go to anime conventions, and I don't search for new animes. Kinda weird? or is it just natural? I don't know...

            As far as my classmates know, I'm really addicted to it but now, they don't know anymore... They kept telling me to draw for them but I never did. Some of them asks me for new kinds of anime, but I can't even give them just one. *siGh*

The source of it is maybe... just maybe... I'm changing for the good... The good that my family knows...

            And I wanted to forget something. Something that's very hard to forget knowing that it reached my life and my heart. Something that had influenced my life as greater as it seems. I know its hard but I'm trying my best that I can do... Little by little... It's painful... very painful... But it's for the better...

For me...

And for everyone...

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P.S.  I might not be dropping off some journals from now on. I'm still thinking if I should continue seeing my livejournal or not. I'll tell you if ever I get back or if I will be back. Thanks...